MetalRock Heart-

Don't make me hate you more alright? I hate this feeling.

Dim lights.

It's already April , four months pass. Isn't it just so fast? Last year seems like one more ago. Now, I'm preparing for O's. Hoping its not too late to start. I've got my mother tongue all messed up! Urggh, can't believe. Zhao is nag me all day long to study hard, do all homeworks given, listen class. She say till like I'm a failure (HATE). So, now I guess I have to really concentrate on my studies. Life, really isn't easy. We've got time when we can play all we want and enjoy. And there's also time when we've to settle down and concentrate. 俗话说， 先苦后甜。苦了后，再有甜 。Well, I've got nothing to talk about my life. I don't want to talk about where I'd gone to , what I've been doing, what I've said.

Now, my throat feels so uncomfortable. I guarantee I gonna have sore throat soon* . Tomorrow , I gonna go for the mother tongue remedial, to shut her from nagging. Its from 9 to 11:30 I guess. Hope I won't overslept. If not, too bad~

11:01PM

Rock Chocolates.

Its been long since i last updated. so yea , come to update cos happen to pass by my own blog. I jus finish eating th chocolate vernon gave me for my very belated birthday present, haha! and i feel like vomiting now. i guess i ate too much of it.

I can't rmb when is th last time since we ever had jus one day without quarrels. can't rmb when is th last tym u held my hands. can't rmb when is th last tym we looked at each other and smile sweetly. can't rmb when is th last tym we went to tht playground tgt.. And, tht park we always used to go together with xiao mundmund and talk about our stuffs. All of those were too long ago.

Just so you know

i hate today! i will hate tmr too! cos i hav to sit very still on my chair, and my back hurts . stiff after hours of sitting down str. leave dance early today. ytd went to far east for cny stuffs. and i bought nothing -.- pathetic man. i still have no idea wad to buy yet. im aiming to lose 2 kg , or at least 1 kg before cny . i've got extra meat from my thighs alr! i can see it , so obvious sia :(. & i've got geography test tmr after sch. AFTER SCH. which means i have to suffer another , 50 more mins >( . so yea, gonna study for it now. don't want to fail it (:

a hug = i care

i've been staying home whole day. didnt step out of my hse door-.- all i did was eat , watch tv , watch movies alone on funshion , do my ss emaths chinese homework , ya i did my homework:), and i DELETED my facebook account.
And look at the rules of love above , let me type out for a clearer view.
-kiss on the lips = i love you
-kiss on the ear = you are special
-kiss on the nose = laughter
-kiss on the cheek = friendship
-kiss on the forehead = i comfort you
-kiss on the neck = i want you
-kiss on the shoulder = you're wonderful
-kiss on somewhere else = be careful
-play around with hair =can't live without you
-holding hands = happiness
-arms around waist = you're mine / i need you
-a hug = i care
blahblahblah, lazy type th rest. anw, th main point is this .
a hug equals to "icare" . you know, whenever you're sad, a hug always helps. it shows tht someone cares abt you when u needed them. for my case , different (: my him just won't be here for me when i need him . nvm , like he said. i am different from any other girls. so i have to be treated differently right? u go and die pls.